My First Madness

I can think of a hundred things I would rather do right now than being stuck at work with nothing to do. This is what happens when you make sacrifices for the important things in life. All those sacrifices for that one love of your life. You eventually have to ask yourself, is it worth it?? Is the Juice worth the squeeze?

Here I sit, with nothing to do, personally I'd much rather be out watching the game having a bud. Instead, I'm stuck at work not watching the game and definitely not having a bud! All my colleagues are being cheap, they refuse to go out to get that bud, apparently drinking at work is wrong? I ask you who made these rules???

Like I said the things we do for love. Wouldn't it be simpler if this love didn't exist? I could be at home right now taking my afternoon siesta, or I could be watching some porn, or maybe just maybe I could be watching the game and having a bud. You see today is my day off, yet I am stuck at work. All because of the love I am questioning. I look in the mirror and question my sanity over and over again, because is this much boredom really worth the love?

What has this love given me so far? What? Sure, it keeps me occasionally busy in my free time, it helps me to get up and go and sometimes when it gets really cold, it keeps me warm.

On the flip side, the negatives are numerous, always haunting me, always making me regret my decisions, sometimes the pain I feel is just not worth it.

I guess thats the decision we all have to make, is this love worth all that we must give up? Is the Juice worth the squeeze?

It is worth it. It always will be worth it. I love my bike.